all the things i need to know... i didn't even BEGIN to learn in kindergarten...

i never really thought of my blog as a free-range complaining farm... until i really had something to complain about... actually, if i look back, i pretty much always complained on here... just not twice in two days...
well, i still feel like crap. the bags under my eyes show testament to the fact that i have slept approximately ten hours in the past three days (any criticisms about my writing or thought process, please direct to the land of nod... i'll pick them up the next time i make a stop there... and at this rate, well, i never really liked criticism all that much anyways...), i still can't breathe or hear very well, i've now taken up coughing about every five-or-so minutes, and my left thigh has fallen asleep and i can't wake it up... at least someone's getting some rest...
complaining is cathartic, i guess. i've decided i no longer believe in "support" groups- i think they're just a front for people to go and sit for an hour and bitch about stuff... "support" my ass - call it like it is and everyone would be a lot happier...
i think i'm rambling... or maybe experiencing some new sort-of imbalance due to my "dull" eardrums...
bah...